Well, CD47 and P+18 (at least-my cycle was so weird so I'm not totally sure) and still no AF.
I've taken four home pregnancy tests and got four BFN. I called my doctor this morning and asked her if I should take a blood test, but she can't fax an order over to the lab until Monday afternoon. I am SO frustrated! I would really, really like some answers.
I'm feeling a bit crazy about this whole situation. On one hand, I fully expect to NOT be pregnant. On the other, I totally have my hopes up. For example, I haven't had an alcoholic beverage for a couple of weeks now and I restricted myself to half a cup of coffee this morning because I've heard caffeine can negatively effect fertility (is that true?). I've been completely exhausted (even though I've been sleeping better), and somehow the thought keeps creeping into my head that it's pregnancy fatigue. This morning when I was nauseated, I let myself think that it might be a bit of morning sickness. I know with four BFN it's highly unlikely that I'm pregnant, but I keep thinking things like that anyway.
After getting my fourth BFN this afternoon, I asked Boomz if he thinks God made me infertile, and if He didn't, how did I get this way? Boomz replied that he doesn't know if God made me infertile, but if He did, it would somehow be for His glory. Because I'm a prideful sinner, I automatically thought, "Well, that's just selfish of Him. Why would He make me this way if He knew it would cause me so much pain? If it's just for His glory, then that's not very humble of Him." Ugh, Lord Jesus, forgive me!
So I guess my question is: do you think God made me infertile? I don't know the correct theological answer, but I lean toward no.