I'm such a horrible blogger! I promise I'm going to get back to regular blogging soon.
First off, my family (including my aunt and cousin) are going to be visiting for a few days, so if you could please pray for me, I'd really appreciate it! My family is very loving, but they haven't really understood me or my lifestyle since my reversion.
I had a doctor's appointment yesterday with my NaPro doctor to decide whether or not I'm going to take T3. We decided that I'm not going to take it, because my temps aren't THAT low, and my main concern is with my hair falling out, and T3 doesn't help with that. She also thinks T3 could make me even more "nervous" (her words) than I already am (I didn't realize I was nervous, but apparently I am), and it doesn't always help with fatigue. My doctor said that she thinks my hair is thinning because that's what happens when women go through "the change", but she referred me to an endocrinologist for a more specialized opinion. I'm also going to get an ultrasound of my thyroid, eventually.
Basically, she said I'll never be able to have children. I'm giving up charting-at least for now! She told us to look into adoption and told us stories about family members who adopted. When I was younger, I thought I'd like to adopt someday, so this isn't a new thought for me. However, Boomz confided in me that he doesn't know if he could ever think of an adopted child as his own. Do any of you ladies who have adopted have any thoughts on this? Have any of your husbands thought this way?
CD1 is coming any time now! My mood swings have been insane, which I'm sure will be fun when I see all my pregnant friends at a wedding this weekend! Poor Boomz! lol Please, please pray that I keep a cool head! I'm sure I'll get lots of comments like, "Oh, it'll be your turn any time now!", and I'm not quite sure what to say. I think I just want to "put it out there", and tell them I can't have children, so people don't say things like that to me anymore, but I'm not sure if that's rude or not, because I know they have good intentions What do you think?