CD1

Sigh.  Turns out I DID get my hopes up, because CD1 is here and I had a bit of a breakdown.  I started crying and immediately poured myself a glass of merlot (I had been staying away from alcohol just in case...so yeah.  Definitely had my hopes up. lol).  My husband just told me to have patience and hugged me for a long time.  I can't help worrying that this month was my only chance.

And, of course, now it seems like babies are everwhere!  My husband and I were watching Ameri.ca's Funnie.st Hom.e Vide.os, and there was a woman laying in bed with her quadruplets and the babies were all laughing (it was the cutest thing ever), and then there was a segment with little baby boys peeing everywhere (including a birth scene), and a segment of toddlers and little kids getting stuck in things...  

Oh well.  I'm trying to keep a positive attitude. :)  I have a God and a husband who love me, and we'll just try again this month!