Tomorrow I have my long-awaited doctor's appointment! I'm super excited about it, because I want to figure out WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME. lol I would really, really, really love a diagnosis, but I have a feeling I'll have to have a million blood tests (again) first. You know, if I ever DO get pregnant and I have to take PIO, it's going to be awful. lol I mean, obviously I would do anything for my baby, so I'd get over it, but I'm terrified of needles. So, yeah, blood tests are not very fun for me! :) In January, when I got a million blood tests done, I almost threw up and passed out. lol
Boomz and I are going to take on this appointment differently than our other ones. I mean, yes, we're going to go over my chart, but I think our main goal for awhile is just going to be getting me healthy. I mean, I have a huge list of things that happen to me that are pretty scary. I also have bad scoliosis, so I'm going to have to go see a doctor soon to see if I need surgery. I have a feeling I will, because my one leg is an inch or so longer than the other, so when I walk my back has to compensate. So my lower back is literally twisted (you can't really tell by looking at me, though). Ahh, I have to stop thinking about it because I start to get scared. So if y'all could pray that my doctor's appointment goes well tomorrow, that would be great! :)
I'm so grateful for this blogging community. You all have been so wonderful! Thank you for everything. :)
Praying that you get some answers, and that peace floods your heart!
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ReplyDeleteAbout the needles...I'm terrified too! I'm not going to tell you you won't still be scared but after doing it for awhile it won't be as hard. I did a combo of PIO and HCG for a year plus tons of bloodwork including a month long series that meant going in every other day. And I'm a terrible stick!!!! I have often had blood drawn from my feet. Ouch. Once pregnant there was lots more PIO shots and blood work. It was still scary, but, that pass out feeling goes away. :)
Prayers!! Good luck, and keep us posted. I almost passed out one time when I had to get a ton to blood tests done, I got scared and started crying! It was so embarrasing!
ReplyDeleteHope you find answers! I also hate needles so I can understand your suffering.
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